Niyatistic✨

Pain doesn't hit you The same everytime. Sometimes it's weak, But sometimes, It's so immense that the wounds become  Too deep to heal, And the words become So loud to forget. And sometimes, It comes with Deep loneliness. Making it even worse, Making life even harder. Taking us high To give up on life. With the want to escape, With the want to end, With the want to  Not live anymore In this cruel World. To run away somewhere. Somewhere expectations end, Where feelings don't  Kill someone deep down. Where everyone deserves Staying happy and, The life nevertheless Feels like a blessing.

Healing isn't an  overnight process. It takes time, Courage, strength, And infinite amount Of self love.🌾 Sometimes you feel  like you've healed. And the that's when  The wound re-opens. Asking more  of your strength, More struggle For the peace. More suffering. Healing isn't that easy. Give yourself  some more time. Caress and embrace yourself even more. Keep yourself first. Love yourself the most.

Swimming into the  Ocean of agony, Starving for peace, Here I am, Left with absolutely nothing Except for depression, The haunting memories, And the scars you gave me! Blaming myself  for choosing you  over everything I own. Hating myself for  loving you unconditionally. Sinking! Craving for death  to take me away. Losing faith in life. Little did I knew You were my destruction Inside the name of love Never would I fall for you!