Niyatistic✨

Here I am... Watching myself, Splitting into two... Splitting into two... Me and myself, My heart and my brain... Splitting into two... For keeping up on you, And letting you go... Splitting into two... For giving a chance, And choosing self respect... Splitting into two... For my love for you, And my self esteem... This isn't easy... In complete contradiction, Are my heart and brain... Inner pain isn't enough... External pain ends up in scar, But fails to make me feel fragile... You are the reason... The only reason to Make me feel lifelessly alive... I want to move on but... You are the biggest conflict, Between my heart and my brain...

Feelings are complicated and so are people... Firstly, All they crave is for our attention... And when we give them what they want, They get so powerful as our attention is what feeds their souls.. Then they start taking us for granted, as if they're too much strong and act like, they've the right to be more dominant to us... Over ruling us... Leaving us bewildered of what was going on... And as we try acting dominant, they walk out of our lives... Broken... But where's the one begging for our attention in first place? Tendencies are hard to change, memories become scars and  there's no way to repay... So, Think once before you tend.. Think twice before you bend.. Think wise before you lend.. Learn to think of  yourself at least once, before you rip it apart from someone's smile... Be selfish.... Because, e verything eventually change... And Because, Everyone, eventually leave... Love yourself first... ❤

Probably everyone in their lives undergo a heartbreak at least once.. And yes, it could be the toughest job to overcome that heartbreak... Even the bravest of heart flaters when it tries to take over the fortress of love.. Doesn't matters how much the weight of the past, should one make the present bear it?? Knowingly or unknowingly one keeps up to past, ruining the present... Certain decisions of past can Change a person's life, can alter the course of history, can live a lasting impact whose reverberations can be felt across time and space... Some truths are so dark that no matter how hard one tried, they could be shared with anyone.. And that's what we keep highlighting with most powerful light source; memories... Whereas certain memories are so stuck inside that no matter how close someone is, can't be shared... But does that mean one should feel fragile all their lives or one can't let past flith somewhere away from our memories? Not everyone is blessed en

LoveFirst love! Most customisable feeling ever a human can feel, yet the most beautiful one.. The one that your heart want to travel till eternity with... Eternity, forever, till the last breath, everlasting, until Doomsday, immortally, ever and again... Does this things do ever exist? Is what seems to be forever is actually forever?? Many times, our so called forever ends up the most unexpected way.. On the other hand, what seems to be finishing or ending up is infact starting of something even more beautiful... Not every love is true, not every love is complete.. Love often is a result of conditional agendas.. People often mistaken it to be a cause when many a times it is just an affect of someone's physical needs... Love; an emotional beyond our control, which just happens without a reason... Just casually happening most serious thing in our lives that could make us or break us... Unknown of the person we're in love with is correct enough for us or not... Many a times m