Niyatistic✨

In this Diversifically beautiful world, unfortunately, Nothing in this world Is free and infinite. The seas are bounded With boundaries of land. And the land is bounded With the boundaries of water. The moon is bounded by The gravity of the earth. Infinites could have an end too Even the sky is bounded  With the limit of our vision. But fortunately, limits makes Sun set in lap of the earth And boundaries of seas n land Makes a mesmerising beach. But the wind! Just a thing. Unseen, reckless, and limitless Kind enough to give a life and Rude enough to take away one No limits, no boundaries, no form, Just free infinitely infinite and wild.

With the pain boiling inside, Holding pen in hand outside, Trying hardest to scribbled it, Scribbled that feeling down. Feeling of helplessly sailing. Sailing into ocean full of pain, In broken ketch of patience As broken as my trust on him. Trust on the god, the almighty. Just a rogue wave, and I'll sink. Suddenly I heard a loud voice Full of love and peace saying Remember the truth of life is That whenever The past hits you,  It makes sure that you break  Into million more pieces badly! But it's upon you how you react. Whether you stick to the condition Or pick yourself up and move on. Everything isn't upon me at all, It's your life and only you're Responsible for every happening. And the voice slowly disappeared. Suddenly my faith in him restored. I choose to pick myself up and Face the twisted reality again, Opposing the storm in my mind, Stopping it from demolishing my Strength and fictional happiness,

Places, places and places. Every belonging to a different race. Every  with a different look! Every carrying a different story. Standing with grace and, Asking us to explore it's beauty, To make memories, To forget all the problems And sink into their stories . They stand there proudly  reminding us not that everything fades away.  There are some thoughts  which are impossible  to tear apart from everyone.

This world is a big liar. They says you're far gone And will never come back. But why do I feel you Always near me Caressing me with love No matters what I go through. Why can I talk you all nights  And no-one else can? Irrespective of day or night You're always there. It's just the days that I can't watch you and smile. But every night when I come on the terrace I find u smiling straight at me. How could I explain  This feeling to someone That you're always there's That you were never gone. And you're still there. (To my dearest Nanu and dadu! You're still there💕)

Pain doesn't hit you The same everytime. Sometimes it's weak, But sometimes, It's so immense that the wounds become  Too deep to heal, And the words become So loud to forget. And sometimes, It comes with Deep loneliness. Making it even worse, Making life even harder. Taking us high To give up on life. With the want to escape, With the want to end, With the want to  Not live anymore In this cruel World. To run away somewhere. Somewhere expectations end, Where feelings don't  Kill someone deep down. Where everyone deserves Staying happy and, The life nevertheless Feels like a blessing.

Healing isn't an  overnight process. It takes time, Courage, strength, And infinite amount Of self love.🌾 Sometimes you feel  like you've healed. And the that's when  The wound re-opens. Asking more  of your strength, More struggle For the peace. More suffering. Healing isn't that easy. Give yourself  some more time. Caress and embrace yourself even more. Keep yourself first. Love yourself the most.

Swimming into the  Ocean of agony, Starving for peace, Here I am, Left with absolutely nothing Except for depression, The haunting memories, And the scars you gave me! Blaming myself  for choosing you  over everything I own. Hating myself for  loving you unconditionally. Sinking! Craving for death  to take me away. Losing faith in life. Little did I knew You were my destruction Inside the name of love Never would I fall for you!