Conflict...

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Here I am...
Watching myself,
Splitting into two...

Splitting into two...
Me and myself,
My heart and my brain...

Splitting into two...
For keeping up on you,
And letting you go...

Splitting into two...
For giving a chance,
And choosing self respect...

Splitting into two...
For my love for you,
And my self esteem...

This isn't easy...
In complete contradiction,
Are my heart and brain...

Inner pain isn't enough...
External pain ends up in scar,
But fails to make me feel fragile...

You are the reason...
The only reason to
Make me feel lifelessly alive...

I want to move on but...
You are the biggest conflict,
Between my heart and my brain...

Comments

Anonymous said…
👌👌👌
21 September 2019 at 09:00
Unknown said…
👌👌👌💐👍
26 November 2019 at 06:23
Timothy said…
A beautiful art with beautifully minced words 🌸
10 December 2019 at 06:20
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