The pain🌾

Pain doesn't hit you
The same everytime.
Sometimes it's weak,
But sometimes,
It's so immense that
the wounds become 
Too deep to heal,
And the words become
So loud to forget.
And sometimes,
It comes with
Deep loneliness.
Making it even worse,
Making life even harder.
Taking us high
To give up on life.
With the want to escape,
With the want to end,
With the want to 
Not live anymore
In this cruel World.
To run away somewhere.
Somewhere expectations end,
Where feelings don't 
Kill someone deep down.
Where everyone deserves
Staying happy and,
The life nevertheless
Feels like a blessing.