Niyatistic✨

Who doesn't dream of a good life!? Probably everyone.. And who either has a good life!? Probably no-one.. Everyone goes through the phases of life.. Everyone here goes through the process of being hurt, getting ditched, breaking, suffering, healing and moving all!! This is all a part of life.. Not everyone has good people in their life but very few are blessed with a good partner.. The one who will always try to prevent you from wilting and keep on you to safeguard you from falling but heart doesn't accepts the loss and falls and the most worst phase of your life, breaking, comes up with it's most graceful colour, breaking you down even more with every going second.. And you keep breaking down loosing yourself to numbness and keep focusing in negatives!! And then the one you didn't want you to wilt and fall keeps rooting you with positivity and build you up and keep up on you till he/she makes you bloom even more beautiful than even before!!! And if you don...

Tears Now a days are struggling even harder to roll down the eyes.. The agony now a days is trying more powerfully to break me down.. Storm of thoughts howling in my brain have started destroying everything.. It feels like life have started tearing apart from me.. I've just become like a skeleton wearing just a piece of flesh over it.. I feel to stay away!! I feel unwanted!! I feel like I'm worth nothing to people!!  I feel like being treated like an option!! I feel lonely!! I feel broken!! I feel to lay down all the day!! I feel like I should stab my head all day in the pillow! I don't want to wake up every morning! I can say I hated the voice of alarm! I slept all day coz I thought that sleep was my escape!! Simply waking up was the hardest struggle of my life those days!! I had no strength to go and talk to people! But every morning I need to wake up and face people with the brightest smile! I need to work and I need to Mess.. I spend nights crying my heart out.. Sitti...

It all started like a dream.. You and me, irrespective of each other were sailing in the same ocean of agony... Only the difference was, I was sinking!! And you were the one I bumped into! But this time I didn't sink into agony,but surely I did fall in love with you!! And fortunately  you didn't let me go! You held me! It wasn't that I directly just fell into you! I was your friendship that was drowing me into you! As the days went by, your smile,your talks, your nature, your behavior started fascinating me! Your opinions mattered to me and I didn't knew why!! Me personally being an agnostic of love type person, I always believed that love if does exist then it's just Fiction, imagination and fairy tales! But one often day, I realised that I was badly addict to you! Like you've become a drug I was addict to! There is something that makes you special! It may be your respect you give me, or the intensity of love you give me! The day I realized I'm in love wi...

In your love, I use to spend nights, Lying beneath endless sky, Thinking of us, Stargazing! I use to sink , Staring at those twinkling stars, And they kept on droving me more, Healing your given wounds, I started healing.... And suddenly, One often day, you left. Little did I knew, Your Love was poison, I'd never fall for you... But now, I wanted to live.. Wandering how could it be possible without you, So I put stars in ceiling.. And lived! Stargazing....

It was for the first time he saw her!! A tall and fair girl! Taking off books from her locker! Suddenly someone pulled her hair bow and her hair fell on her face!! Her shiny brown open hair made her more beautiful! Not only every girl in the campus but also Nature would envy her.. And the way she clinged hair back against her ear made me adore her even more..  And as she hardly managed tying her hair, she started approaching me!  OMG, A blush strongly hit me and so did she and her papers flew in air and fell on us like raindrops on earth.. I still was staring her like a moron and smiling! Later I realized I was dumbly standing on door supporting my shoulder on door frame! And here it was all started! I interrupted her and apologized and she left smiling and unanswered!  As the days went by my feeling to get in her arms grew stronger and stronger! The only thought that trailed in my mind was how long will this smiling , staring or waving hand go on!! I don't know if she ...

Only if silence could speak.. No one would ever had a painful heart.. No one would spend lots of nights crying.. No one would tear themselves apart from life.. Only if silence could speak.. Would there be any misunderstandings? Would there be any distances?? Would there be any knotted relationship? Only if silence could speak.. Would the pain exist?? Would 4 worded PAIN would be so egoistic? Would have it weighed heavier than it seems?? Only if silence could speak.. Would there be any need of words?? Would there be any need to explain?? Would there be any need to express?? Only if silence could speak.. Writers won't ever exist.. There wouldn't be any fairy tales written.. Love would never be expressed.. Only if silence could speak.. Words would fail working in this world.. But some things can only be done with help of words.. So things should be written with the same passion..

Let's escape somewhere ... Somewhere, away from the world, Just you and me... Somewhere beneath the sea... Swimming with the fishesh, Dating in the coral reef Somewhere above the sky... Dancing along the galaxies, Near the moon wearing stars... Somewhere near the beach... Walking on sand and me, being On yours legs leaving singal print behind... Somewhere on the mountains... Watching river flowing down to land, Engulfed in your arms... Somewhere to the horizon... Where son falls in lop of earth, So shall in yours... Let's escape somewhere... Somewhere, away from world, Just you and me...