Niyatistic✨

                                                                      Life is not that easy. Life is what you make it. No matters what you're going to mess up sometimes.But the good part is, you get to decide how you're going to mess it up. People will come, they'll act anyway. But the fact is people come to go. And I hate to say it, but actually pretty much of them will break you. But you shouldn't give up because if you do so, you'll never find those halves who makes you whole.Just because you fail once, doesn't mean you're gonna fail at everything. so keep on trying, hold on, believe in yourself, keep your head high and most importantly keep smiling because there's so much to smile about and have an idea of big life.                          ...

It's not wanting lost people back into my life... It's my past painful story that ruins me... It's not those people I can't get over... It's the PAIN that they gave me, In the form of memoies... It's the scar, That I always have to hide... It's the wound that doesn't heal, That keeps bleeding everytime... Don't know why, But I'm unable to get over and move on... But these; unbearable pain, scars and wounds, Won't last forever... They will be gone as THIS TIMW WILL GO... And on day, Finally this pain will end, and I'll laugh my heart out... I'll no more need to keep a fake smile. It may take days, months or years... But atleast, I'll be able to keep my heart alive & pure and feel all those feelings that i refused to... Till then what i can unabtingly do is; just be calm and have patience...

“ I want to travel the whole world. I want to go on a road trip. Stop at random places and explore their beauty. Run through the woods chasing a butterfly. Talk to new people with different cultures and different lifestyles. Listen to their stories; sit on a park bench in sun. Enjoy every sunrise and sunset, sometimes from a hilltop and sometimes behind the trees. I want to spend hours a rushing river , feeling the wind in my hair and listening to the secrets hidden in waves. Write a poem about coldest, cloud-bound mountains and all five oceans. I want to cross my boundaries. I want to admire nature, and wander at the magic of it’s creation. I want to make memories. I want to feel alive. I want to feel the creator. I want to feel myself. Life is not meant to be caged in your hometown, but it should be a wondrous place to be explored. I must explore all the nooks and crannies of this world. It has been a long-time dream of mine and, as I set out to do this, I realize that this must be...